fingers;spooningtheirfistshebrushedherhairhestudiedher
face
thegirlskneheirhehospitalotake
theelvestothecafeteriaforlddrinks;aerforlunch;a
othercatovisitand
lefteand
;asdidcharliehthepinkstreakinherhair;janhthe
nononsenseniysbeeper;andagolferstan;anda
nondescriptnellieandto
hers;jackbackedoffhedidntknohese
peopletheyade
oh;theyselvesandsaidkindthings
aboutthegirlsbutthesituationasitwas
forhi
hefullofgoodguys
still;heoutstayedthellhehelpedtheherachel
andexerciseherlis
thenursesstationfortablyangled;he
proppedithpillows
”whenare
hduncansheedtogether
jaselfthatsince
theaffdidntkno;buttherewas
retoithefeltbetterhher;feltthathisbeing
thereehefeltdecentbeinghher;
feltcalrthereanystaticherethereo
keallthatobe;totalk;toassistitwas
lifeatitsprilbest
butsanthaanotherfriendsforabirthdayoveight;and
hope;the
stbeseeoff
rachelsstudioed
afterdroppinghopeatduncans;jackdrovebacktothelittlelocal
rketforgroceriesheputtheleftoversoffayeschickenintothe
ovenheputaloadoflaundryintheachinehesatout
undertherediddaythhad
ebbed
itlyfragrantlateafteoon
hopejoinedhiandtheysattogetherforawhileheranhishand
alongguineveresback;feelingthandhat
hope;thatthecatsufferingheknewhopewas
rachelsstudioed
jaeeatingbetes;
heaskedhopeaboutschool;aboutherfriends;aboutthebookshewas
readinghetoldherheheakingcareof
guinevere;andintotears;heleanedoverherchairand
saroundhershestillslledoflittlegirl;all
andsyheknebelongbeforeshewouldbe
ingshort;skinnyblackdresses;toofoohough;shewasall
innocence
heethingaboutthecat;butheuldntthinkof
anythingtokeherfeelbettersohejustheldheritseed
fine
earssloeahand”
”spaintingswehave
tosees;soellolebentodoaboutashow
ivebeenputtingoffgoinginthere”
”knoauseivealwayslikedherwork”
”soyoutolookatit””ido”herealizedthat
didntjibehhehadsaidbefore”buthersto
”
”kesyousad””notsad”
”happy””itkes
feel”hopelookedupathihereyesbutwide”shewas
doingseaottersonndaytheyare�o�eattheyrestillonthe
easeltosee”shetheinsideout;his
youngestdaughter
sinatedbyheroldersister;butnot
tonighttonightshehelittlegirlocraohis
lapandkehieellikeallionbuckshesled”ifyoutake
”theyspentanhourinthestudiothenhopeto
read;andjackspreadthententsofhisportfolioonthekitchen
tabletoakenalookatherewhenhe
tuedaroundandbacktothestudio
rachelhaddethingseasytackedtoherboardofthe
paintingsthatshehadplannedtoincludeintheshohepiecesshe
hadbeenpriortotheaccidentstoodclosesttothe
easelotherpiearkedstackshehadgone
throughthetterandfelt
od;butostnceedabouttellingjacklittlestoriesthat
heachhelethertalk;pleasedtoseeherfocusedon
sothingotherthanthecat
noovingon;then
backrachelpaintediontotheseaottersso
graphically
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depicted;thereics;
quail;andloonthereweredeerinsnowanddeerinhighgrass
thereeadoterflies;andarattlesnakesowell
cauflagedthatacasualvieissittheree;
lookingjackintheeyeixoffearandhat
henearlybackedoff
thisoffseeingrachelsworkhehadalwaysfound
itstrongtothepointofbeingintidatinghersheusedoils;
ethingsorealand
direood;aneedthereysteryto
ental
ncesuredthevulnerabilityofthewild
taketherattlesnakethereghtionbelo
thatsaidthedaedthingorethantofadeintothe
athingunlessitfearedharo
itself
poufftocreatehjustthestrokeofabrushorpalette
knifeheuldneverdoanythinglikethat;didnthavethevisionor
theskillsheoretalentedthanhe
hesuspectedthatthatecturetrue;he
hadbeenonthattraeetingrachelbuttheydhadsuchfun
ehehadtoyedhtheideaof
spendingalifetipaintinghherhehadnt;ostensiblybecause
oneoftheeededtoeaneydeepdohough;heknew
thathisohers
still;theyhadhadfun
hethroughherpiecesagainelevenpaintingsweredoneandready
tofraseven;includingtheotters;forthe
baorefieldsketchesand
photographsothebackofeachpiece
hisbestguesssheofinishthe
seven
andthefrangtheldingsackedinlongstripsbythe
baseboardshehadpipleandnatural
thatitpetepushingit;sheulddo
thefranginseveraldays
twouldhavebeena
cinch;iftheartista
hehadplannedtotellbenlythatatthegallerysunday
afteoon;butbeforeheuldsayaintoan
adjoiningroothreepaintings;fradchasrachelplannedto
fratherest;hunginanalveceilingspot**eachcanvasin
suchahatthesubjectlylitandrivetingbenknew
hisstuff
”ingtallerandstrongeronhisown
turf”oneoftheoldlastherofthefourisntforsale
atallracheleheridholdonto
it;too;ifitineitsalltifavorite”hewaslooking
attheoneheant;butjaan
ghtnothavecaughtthedifferencebethethreenotonly
an;buthewaspersonallyinvolved
thepaintingthatbenloved;thatrachelrefusedtosell;hat
sheandjackhaddoogetherthesubjectpups
onafallenlog;thebaeadoreestheyhad
eonthesceneduringabusnse
santaluciasthatrachelnoeshehaddohepups;he
thebackground
thepupsorevividnoeeredtheeingsheght
havetouchedthep;butthebackgroundlyasithadbeen�ll
his
”aybehe;too;
neededstroking
ben;inhisinno”thebackgroundis
plintarytotherest;butdifferent;verysubtlelydifferentit
kesthebobcatsrestriking”l”haveyoutoldrachelthat”
”nytis”
”doesshesay””justthatiteagoso
anyrepaintingsareinherstudio”
eleven;jackthought;butheilllookingatthepictureheand
rachelhaddoogethershehadnttoldbenabouthis
participation
dishonest;perhaps;butinterestingthepieceforsalethat
wasgood
”doattheshow”benasked
”i;uh;ithinkyeah;actually;ithinkksaid;
becausetheydefinitelyhadashotatitthatthereal
question
therealquestionhelkpickedupabrush
andllaboratedhheragain
chapteine
jackrongerhedidntknoerachels
nditionhadntchangedhefiguredithadtodoore
restedlifeinbigsurdidntkeeveningdendshehadslept
reinthelastfeonths
itsurprisedhibyrights;heshouldhavebeenlyingawakeworrying
aboutrachelandthegirlsandightbeifracheldidnt
rever
heshouldhavebeenlosingsleepover;shouldhave
beenstaringattheceilingtodoaboutjillandhe
didthinkaboutallthosethings�utduringthedayrachelsbedwas
firandevenifthescentofheronthesheetsrousedthedevilof
hisid;hehadalhher
hethoughtaboutthatnohalongtheasththegirls
inthecarrachel;thathadanthavinga
breathofthagainstba;orhip;dependingonhowshe
ag
duringthenight;atleast;hehadalpetentandstrong
sosleepingbetterood
anotherghtbethedriveitselfheusedtofinddrivingrelaxing;
ovedtothecity
ofthattrafficalel;allotocatch
reofthepassingscenery�hebeach;artichokefields;thetouchof
purpleonthelowhills
sselfllohis
stretch;uldfeelhielfbreathingredeeplynoteventhespot
heaccidenthadoccurredchangedthat
orybeitthinkingaboutthegallery;
aboutbensfavoritepainting;abouttheonesinherstudioingto
befinishedhekeptthinkingthatitopaintagain
itethingneinhislife
sothingexcitingchallenginganingffile
tond;eaningfulbut
thereitwas
thephoneantharanfor
it
jackfolloething
hadhappenedattheh
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第38节
ospitaloodorbadeurightaroundand
retutonterey
santhapassedhihephonehalookoffrustration”its
david
”jackfelthisorationashetookthephonedavidhadbeen
sendingssagesallindwas
elsereally
you”jacklookedoutthehe
topsoftheredhroughairyneedlesandondown
denselyscaledbarkthereethingsettlingaboutithisvoice
oreforgivingthanitghtothersbeena
longday;pal”
”nochange;then””nochangesup””ijustgotacall
flynnsgone”
”tobuffaloitsaboutti”
”toccree”
petitionchaelflynnhad
defectedhehethirdoneinsixleasthe
havetakenanyacuntsclientsichael
healeader
”anthaasked
jackheldupahandtosilenceherandsaidtodavid;”okayan
liveakessensesorelocalthanours
chaelhasyoungkidsanddoesnttotravel”
”iagreehyouthere;butaboutyouyouretheonewholl
havetoflytobuffaloinhisplace”habitkickedinfora
splitsend;jacklookedaheadtotheedhe
uldshiftaroundorcanceltoallowforseveraldaysinnewyork
thenherealizedthathehadalreadyit
toclearthenextpatchforrachel
shehadtoorroe
intheanhereionthereion
hedeaquickntalassessntoftheofficesituationvisavisthe
buffaloprojeadeadisapproving
sound”brynnasonlyadraftsperson”
”shesreexperiencedthantheothers;andsheknowsbuffalo
besides;ithinkshesgreat”
”shespregnant”jackhadntknohat”nokiddingbutthats
okayoveherup”
”sthepointofdoingthatifshellbeleaving””willshe”
”youknoenarethesedays
e;thishappensallthetisthatshellsay
shestakingastandardteityleave;thenattheendofitshell
tellusshesnotingbackhata
projectnager””becauseshestalented;”jacksaid;thinkingof
hisdaughtersbeinginthesaboatoneday;”andbecauseybeifwe
putoutforher;shellputoutforusitsatterofinstilling
loyalty”davidsnorted”loyaltygoodgod;ihaventheardthat
wordinawhile
hasanyoneelse”finesoloyaltyethingtheyhadtalked
chaboutbutiteinstabilityinthelohe
firadethingsharderforthepeopleontopjackhadtobeableto
relyonhisassociateshehadntrealizedhouch;untilnow
”ybeifshefeelsshesvingupe
backafterthebabyhoknohree
nthsfouths”jaonthsshe
hadbarelylookedpregnantantha;hadlookeditalittlere
hhopetheearlychangehadbeeninherbreastsandherbelly;
bothgentlysy;soft
thatjackhadseentherestofthehatby
thefourthnth;rachelhadoutgrooingsicknessandwasfeeling
good
shehadntedddling;hadntedextraattention;hadnt
allydidallshe
askedforochaalndice
creathate;herveryfavoritetheecstaticlookon
herfaceheheverylast
ofthefudgefroherifthedishasasighttobehold
raonthofpregnancyhadbeencanfidentand
strong
brynn”johnsonstruckjackasthesatype
”brynnacangotobuffalo;”hedecided”unlessshedoesnt
to
inyfirstchoice”
”dad;ineedthephone;”santhawhined
davidsaid;”goyourselfifrachelisstable”shesina
aicantleavenow”
”okayforgettravelingillsettleforgettingyoubackinthe
officehell;illsettleforfourhoursadaydoithegirls
areinschoolifrachelisunnscious;sheknowyouregone;
andifsheyouthere
llonlysolong”jackanddavid
etasdraftsnsharingthebottobr 》
rungoftheladderand;serating;hadstartedthecli
together
jackan;butthey
sharedidentioaryreward
earlyoninthosebottoungdays;sainstayof
survival;theydeafirogethersodayitdegood
bus
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