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第60节

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    keuppleasantlylight;herskirtandblouseartsy;herscentspicy

    houghthescentghtefrohekitchenshehad

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    freshfloell;andjacksensedtheeffortshehad

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    notoffnow

    ””because;”hesaidhgreaterfeeling;”itsnotgoingto

    happen

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    ”ybeihonestlydontknoy

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    feltdeepinsidealked;touched
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第61节

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    did

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    theyget;thebiggertheissuesrachelsseshavingyouthereto

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    rethought

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    forraorehecertainly

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第62节

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    prosedsuchspirithefeltthingshehospital

    rridorandtuinginatherrooanticipationpurpose

    rightness

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    rachelunfinishedbusiness;hehadtoldjillhewas

    rethanthatoneofthethingshehadlovedstaboutrachelwhen

    theyfirstthe

    illuld

    sohesathherfolloalkhkatherine;andthoughhe

    didntdeliberatelythinkaboutindhereonits

    orachel;holdingherhand;hebegantotalkoutthe

    ntanaproject;andsuddenlyhesayno;it

    theonehehadoriginallyed;oranyoneofhissubsequent

    revisions;butyes;itwouldwork

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    andquicklysketchedouthisthoughts;thenbooteduphislaptopand

    dretherehesavedhedreooklongerstudyingit;but

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    studioagsunthatnightheoingthis

    ti;butthesatisfactionhitheohavebreakfast

    doheroadtothebusstop;tocall

    thehospitalforanupdateonrachel;andtofaxthene

    hislaptoptotheoffiail
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