hisdaughter；afterthenightthathadbeenhetriedtothinkofwhen
hehadlastfeltasntent；andrealizedithadbeeninthesesa
antha
”iusedtostandlikethis；”shelythathe
ghthavesseditifhehadntbeensocloseshedidntsay
anythingelseshedidnthaveto；becauserachelh
thesostrongapresen；half
expefrohefog
didhestillloveherthereitandsaying
thathessedhertoldonlyhalfthestorythetruthealized；
adttedonlynohthefogsothickthatonlythelargestthings
inlifeissingherfoths
heoing；feelingherinbed；rywasso
strongherhandvedonhisattingof
hair；anddo；sexyvoiceinhisearsaidthat
sheloveditelled
theanofher；kissedtheaninher；andcaina
inutesafter；helayover
hiseyes；breathinghard；swearingagainandagain
hisheartbeathadbarelybeguntosteadyhepealofthephone
sentitthroughtheroofsundayingateight；anthaand
hopesafeinbed
”jackitskararachelsthro”chaptereighteen
”throean”santhaaskedtheywerein
theostgreen
jacksuspectedthathadaschtodooingafter
ashrachelsnditionhehadgivenheraspirinbeforethey
left
sheillagainsttheheadrest
hopehadherluckybootsbackonandheir
seats；ingforhisanswer
hetriedtorepeatthegistof”onrare
oocase；herlegreatesaclot；awad
thatentersthebloodstreandvesthroughtheveinssotisit
getsstuetisitgetsstuckinthe
lungsthatsogotstuck”
”hoheyknoheydidascan”
”beforethat；hoethingonitors
shesbeennnectedtoshoheoxygenlevelinher
bloodtheprobleappened”hehad
askedthatrightoffiftherehadbeenadelaybecauseshehadbeen
vedfrontensive；heed
”but”santhapersisted”like；uldshedie
frohis”ibiteyourtonguehispastandwrong；
here；becausesanthahopewassurely
wondering
notaddressingitre
”sheuld；sa”hesaid；”butshe；becausebauerand
batesisthataclotcancuttheflow
ofbloodinyourtherscase；thatsthelastthingtheyher
brainishealingitneedsalltheoxygenitcanget；andsinceblood
carriesoxygen；theydontanythingslohefloherewas
alsoalittleproblenia；i**ginfectiondeveloped
thatuldkillherbutheentioningitnow
”sodotheyoperateandcutitout”acrdingtokara；operating
posedreofarisktorachelssystehantheycaredtotake
”theyretreatingitdically；ethingtheycallaclot
buster
itsheavydutystuffthatheclot”
”rightaself；efear
”theyhope；；so
””
”but”sa
”hetookherhand”letsogetherhereitdoesntdoanygood
tothinktheuchrethanyoudobutweredue
forabreak；arentanswer；hegaveherhanda
jiggle”arentlosedhereyes
heheldherhandforafortedhiasdidtheof
hopescheekonhisshoulder
karahadforgottentotelljackthreesllthings
first；rachelhatheyarrived
atherroofounditety；andinapanicrandohehall
send；herlipsandtheareasurroundingthewould
havebeenfrighteningenoughhoutthethirdthingthathe
gaspingsoundshede
”shappened；”karaexplainedasjackandthegirlschedrachel
inhorror；”isthatbecausetheresablock；thebloodcant
participateinventilationbloodcarryingoxygencantgettoher
lungstoexchangehbloodcarryingcarbondioxidethegaspingyou
hearisherattettogetreoxygentoherlungsshesoundsalot
ildlytojacksears；
rachelsoundedonthevergeofdeathhewasappalled”howlong
untilthedicinestartsoseeresults
hinaferachelsgaspingbreaths
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untedthesends
jackdidntknotodoheenedandunsure；as
terrifiedbythegratingsoundsracheldeashehetingeof
herskin
forati；hesilystoodaroundeachofthegirls；but
theyiredeventually；theysatdohebed；thegirls
ononeside；jackontheotherhetriedtothinkofthingstosay；
butitseediortant；soiortant；tolistentothosegasping
sounds；toheartheslightestagihattherewerewords
intheresowhere
”shesoundsauzful；”santhaonepoint
jacknoddedheheldrachelshand；occasionallytouchedherfaceor
heeck；andthoughtitironicthathescrapesonthesideof
herfaceach
etohirolongago
eryfragntedthendthey
ergedanywaydeargod；helpher
giveherstrengthietherhealserveyouagain
thesendhourbegan；andthegaspinginished”hangin
there；”jackrred”youcanlickthis；rachelbreathelongand
sloadeadrysound
”anthaasked
”ondwhenyouwereboi
achedherhanginthere；rachelyoucandoitbreathelongand
sloe”
”yellingandsiled”actually；yes
youbirth
veryvocalyouletusknoething；allright”
”e”hopeasked
”lessvocal”hissleerieswere
s
”insouch；sowehad
toguessyouguysolaidyou
b”
”hoell”hopeasked
”theovedsareactiveeventhen”
”butislidouteasier”
”senddeliveriesarelikethatshehadto”
heheardthatbreathingagain；asloudaseverhisslefaded
”longandslohere；angelyouredoinggood；youredoing
good”katherinearrivedlookingpale；upset；andtotallydifferent
fronyotherkhadseenherherfacelean；curls
adozenshadesofbeigecaughtupinaponytail
sheupsuitandsneakersonlyherfingeails
eventhen；lightertheywerepink
jacktookfortinherpresenceevenpaleandupset；shenveyed
petenceshekneething
he
sheewar
thegirlstothecafeteriafordrinks；shesaid；”thanks
forcallingiessageassoonasigot
back”shedeageneralgesturetoe；
apologetietoshower”
”youlookgreat；”hesaidaskepticallook；he
added；”ieriousallnaturalveryrachelthanksforing”
hetouchedrachelslipstheyed；airgratinginandout
”ididntexpectthisthegirlsareprettyshakeniretty
shaken”
”thedicinely
”ivebeenprayingitsthefirsttiinyearsidontto
loseher；katherinedoyouthinkshestohearthat”katherine
lookedathindsighed”yourenotabadlookingguyneeda
haircutneedashavebutyoucleanupgoodso；yeahshed
tohearitypoint；
”jacksaid；butthegirlsretuedthen；andheriookher
teahthanksandsuggestedthatjacktakethegirlsbacktothe
cafeteriaforbreakfast；hefiguredhedleavewellenoughalone
”hi；there”katherinehebedrail；lettingrachel
knoingforher；evebauerwalkedinshehad
knoitinhergutided
toforgokeupandusseshefigureditetogivehi
previeoroussideoftheanshewas
”shappeninghere”sheasked；straightening
”clotdrip”
”ahhthanks”heapproachedthebed；studiedrachel；thenthe
nitorheadjustedthesolutiondrippingfroheivbag；then
leanedinandsaidinavoiceloudandauthoritativeenoughtobeheard
overherbreathing；”rachelipeedingupthedripyoufeel
thechange；butitshouldhelp
”katherinesensedhisworry”shouldshehavealreadyresponded”
hecheckedtheore”
”hoethinglikethisaffecttheacanitsnapheroutof
it””itcanitynot”hetuedhisblueeyesonher；along
allsle”howareyou””nervous”
”ilattered”
”nervousaboutrachel；”shesaid；focusingagainonherfriendthere
adeh
everybreath
”invioushoshehad
neverhadafriendlikerachel”ifeellikeiveknownherforever；
uchalike”
”youlookrealikenohanusual
””ashenskinbluelips””unadoedyoulookpretty”jackhad
saidthesathing；butitfeltdifferentingfroteve
shesqueezedraeagain”
”nojustsayinginforthelonghaul”beforesheuldbeginto
analyzethat；hesaid；”soyouandrachelarealiketellhow”
katherineulddothat”shesanonlyishegrewup
inthecitysodidishehateditsodidi””why””in
ratoawayoflifeshe
didntlike”
”inyours””ifeltlostilikebuingintopeopleiknow”
”likerickltzer”rickheanesthesiologist
heasheshouldhaveknoeveice”likerick；”she
adtted；sincedenyingitakehiurious”ialsolike
privahere；andyoureintheddleof
nowhere
forsoonelikerachel；thatsiortantshesartisticwehave
thatinn；too”
”thenitisntjusthedeaspeedysnippingtion
”noitisntjust”sheheldhisgaze”theresanarttoloring
andstylinghaireveninthat；rachelandiarealike”
”howespendourprofessional
livestryingtobringoutthebestandstbeautifulofnature
hastooffer”shelookedatrachelagain；suddenlyresentfulof
shesaw
”idontthinkshedlikethesebluelips”
”we
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donteither；buttheyretellingussgoingoninside”
”；gaspinglikethis””nosheneedsthe
air”
”ionkickin””hardtotellanothertwoor
threehours
ybere”hehelsshoulder”iveseenherwork
istoppedinatpeets”katherinehought
detaotional
involventdoingthat””yesthereyouknoheharderitis
ndoneoftwolousy
alteativestheflipsideisthatientsrespondandrever；
theresgreatersatisfaction
thebrutefactisthatdicineisbeingaserviceprofessionthe
custorshisdoctortobeinvolvedisntthat
inthesepicturesorein
bigbrightlettersitsaskingyouthesequestions”
”andhereithoughtyouhadanulteriortive；”katherinesaid；
knohathedidheedtoleaabouther；sohewasasking
aboutrachel
thoseblueeyessaidshe”doessheliketotravel”he
asked
katherinesighedheethingabouthis
persistencehoughifheedherbadenough
”yes
shetravelsfororeforfun；butneys
tightpayingforthreeyouknow”
”idodoesshelikevies””goodones”shearchedabrow
”therearentanyaround；sodontevensuggestit”
”ioviehrachel
strugglinginhere；butyouhavetoeat；andithe
hospitaliethingquion
ontheherineuldnthelpbutgrin”hthe
tourists
””itsquick
itseasyitspublictellyouillbeinandoutofhere
foranotherfeeetoutfront
caristhedarkgreencj7”hebrieflytuedaocheckthespeed
ofthedrip；lookedbainute；then；h
anendearinglyvulnerableglan
uedhthegirls；heofindthat
nothinghadchangedrachelsloringwasaspoorasbefore；her
breathingaslabored
”baueroverly
nceed”butjackhelshandandpressedhis
uthtothescarthereitheday；
butherhandhinnerallofherhinnershewasfadingaway
rightbeforehiseyesitstruckhihatthisenthe
hadletrachelanthawas
right
hehadntfought
hehadbeenpreoccupiedandtooproudhehadletthesilencewin
goddait；hettered；cursingboththatsilenceandtheguthing
noiserachelaking；andsuddenlyhiseyesfilledhtearshe
squeezedthehut；sohisbrow
”hey；guys；”katherinesaidtosanthaandhope；”letstakea
walk
yourparentsneedsoprivateti”jackdidntlook；butheknew
heythespecialnnectionhrachelthat
usedtoreducetherestoftheory；orreality
heaybe；ifshewas
stillputtingoutvibes
takingasteadyingbreath；helohiseyes”idont
knoe；rachel；buttherearethingsineedtosay
therearethingsyattention；
youuldnthavedoneitbetteritsbeenanenlighteningfew
boverhereyelids；feelingtissuethin；
softskinthat”itotalkabout
happenedhatkindofsplitupand
separateoppedtalkingoverthepiano”heedbyhis
ryofherpickingoutsadtunesthatnight；
anopeningandhehadoere
beforeet；butthateit
ustogetherethingdifferent；sothingbetterthanwed
been”throughtheruckusofgasps；he
iginedhervoice；thoughtfulandasites；
butthereslght
suddenlyangry；heeinthelurch；rachel
keatskeats礼od；ihatethathallduerespectto*
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